Friday, October 27
are you beautiful?
i passed math 11!!i couldn't describe the feeling when i saw my grade!!
i was too overwhelmed because i really thought i would have to take removal exams because damn it, math was just too hard for empty brained persons like me.
* so much about that. *
i want to be a university scholar. i really want to. i idoloze those students who are university scholars for time eternity. ano kayang klaseng utak meron ang mga 'yon noh? anong klaseng aral kaya ang ginagawa nun? kulang pa ba sa ginagawa ko? kala ko kasi sagad-sagaran na ko eh. abot lupa na kasi eyebags ko. [any available medications there? :D ]
going beyond grades:
this world already had stereotyped beauty: and i hate it.
this was one of my realizations way back when friendster was the hottest thing on the net. i've just noticed that there's just so many pretty girls out there.
and how did i come to that conclusion?
let's see how we describe beauty nowadays:
1. fair complexion - the whiter the better. [could also include tan but definitely not black.]
2. coca-cola body - need anymore explanation?
3. pointed nose - who would want a flat one?
4. pearly white teeth - should be well arranged [looks cute too if it has some metal works on it.]
5. straight, shiny hair - could be curly, but not frizzy. could be colored, but not overly done.
6. has a fashion statement - who doesn't want to have a trophy girlfriend?
7. over-all angelic look - should be a piece of heaven materialized on the earth's surface.
only models are beautiful. only friendster dream girls are beautiful. only barbie and bratz dolls are beautiful.
this is not a matter of self-degradation or what, this is the world's current reality.
if we describe beauty nowadys just like this, then what am i then?
i knew it.
i'm a MONSTER.
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