Monday, October 30
starstrucked.
this would be my most radical post ever.paunawa: ipagpaumanhin niyo ang inyong mababasa dahil sa mga terminolohiyang hindi kanais-nais. maraming salamat po.
i've auditioned for starstruck [the next level..waha.] really, every teenager wants to be the next face to be seen on Philippine televison, be the covers of mags, be the new product endorsers, be the talk of the town. [and i think, that included me. :D]
all kinds of teeners lined up yesterday, including me, of course. as in, may nakilala ako, si george, super daig ako. he's a gay, by appearance and by heart. he was from Bulacan and arrived at GMA at 4.00am in the morning. he had tons of make-up, wore heels and had French tip nails. unlike me, i was a plain jane in my favorite shirt, jeans and rubber shoes. no make-up and all.
everybody looked so eager, as in eager talaga. meron pang may bitbit na gitara, nagpaparlor, naka-micro mini, naka-shorts, naka-backless, naka pang halloween.. oo! halloween! pano ba naman kasi yung ibang babae dun eh nadaig pa ang white lady sa mga reenactments sa puti ng foundation nila sa mukha! walang habas pa ang pag-reretouch nampotek!
* waa.. xet. sa dami ng ng nangyari eh hindi ko malaman kung saan magsisimula. *
eh di ayon. dumating ako ng 10.00am dun. may pila sa labas. akala ko maikli yun. yun pala meron pa sa loob at mahabang-mahaba pa yun. inabutan pa ko ng lunch break. nagtiis ako ng gutom dahil magkakatrayduran kami sa pila pag nagkataon. hindi na ko umalis dahil baka dumanak pa ang dugo kapag nag total transformation ako into a monster. konting oras lang naman ang pinila ko eh kasi 5.30pm ako natapos. sandali lang di ba? di ba?
may ginawa akong krimen. finorge ko yung parent's consent ko. maraming saksi doon dahil sa pagiging aligaga ko. sayang naman ang pasakit ko sa pagpila kaya nagpatulong pa ko. nandamay pa ko. ang tanga kasi ng GMA eh. eto ba hindi mo iisiping consent?
I do hereby confirm and acknowledge that:
1. The participation of my child in this audition is an act of free will in connection with his/her own desire as expressed in the application form.
2. In accordance with law, I have given my consent for the child's participation in the audition of Starstruck.
3. Falsification or failure to disclose any information requested will be grounds for disqualification.
4. Any and all audio/video materials produced relative to my child's participation in the audition of Starstruck shall be the sole and exclusive property of GMA which shall have the right to use it worldwide for any purpose whatsoever.
pucha talaga! puwede na akong kasuhan ng GMA ng libelo pag nakita nila 'tong blog na 'to. tinanong ko yung mamang may mega phone kung kailangan pa ng separate na consent, at kailangan nga. pucha talaga.
eh di crime done na. pila uli. lunchbreak. gutom. init. oily. xet, ang agang Holy Week.
nung nag-resume na, todo-todo na naman ang kabog ng dibdib ko dahil nga sa forged consent ko [antanga kasi talaga, bagay na bagay ang SHET-e na numero nila.] lusot. ang pinagcompare na pirma ay yung sa id ni mama at sa form. binigyan nila ako ng malaking id at 078 ang naging numero ko.
kalbaryo na naman sa loob dahil sobrang haba nga ng pila. by tens ang pasok sa loob ng audition room eh kumusta naman yun? 078 pa ko. eh 'di ang tagal naming umupo dun. in a way, im still thankful because i still don't have plans on what to do. what to sing? how to dance? what to portray? at dahil sa ultimate boredom ay naging instant ms. congeniality ako dun at nakipag friendship sa lahat ng abot ng boses ko.
: forward : forward: forward : forward :
eh 'di next up na kami. my group have been so close enough that we decided to sing doobido by kamikazee while marching towards the room. we're the noisiest group as a matter of fact. we even had instant fans. how about that? :D
when we entered the room, my bestfriend NERVOUSness approached me again. you know the heartbeat music they use when there are elimination nights? that's our entrance music. scaryyyy.
so we lined up, i was ninth. first we were asked to give our best smile [vtr mode.] then the judgement and the killing began.
naawa ako sa nauna dahil ramdam ko yung kaba niya. kahit ako siguro kung ako yung nauna hindi ko rin alam ang gagawin ko. ang lamya kasi ng ginawa niya, flop na.
while watching the others strut their stuff, i was planning what to do: how to introduce my self, how to deliver the lines, what to sing and what steps to dance. i was even silently singing. kahit may camera pa dun. pakialam ba.
* watch out for the girl named Athena, she's a fourth year stud, and she's bound to be a star. ang ganda niya talaga. *
eh di ako na. introduced myself. when i said that i was from UP, they said, "whoah." naisip ko tuloy, ako lang ba ang taga-UP na sumabak dito? xet, sisirain ko ang dangal ng mga kapwa ko iskolar ng bayan. [ngek!]
eh di yun, sabi ko i could [and could is different from the word can. got the point?] ramp [damn, that would be so easy], sing or dance. at sabi nila sumayaw ako. at ang music? Baila ng black eyed peas!!!
xet talaga. as in xet talaga. mukha akong tanga. ramdam na ramdam ko ang end of me. xet.
pagkatapos nun eh idedeliver na ang line na toh:
hi! i'm mica. watch out, im gone be a star.
dream.
believe.
survive.
starstruck the next level.
hindi ko pa alam yung hand movements niyan so kumusta na lang yung itsura ko dyan?
paglabas namin ay nakipag-appear [o apir?] ako sa mga naging friends ko na next up na. sabi ko panis, madali lang. madaling gumawa ng katangahan.
damn, so stressful talaga. ang haba na ng post na toh. boring na.
paglabas ko nga wala na akong nasabing iba kundi xet at pucha. [patawad Lord..]
hahaha. sana lang wag mapili yung ginawa ko para maging video clip presentation dahil xet, wala na talaga akong dangal. wala na.
yun na!
:D
| posted by mica. at 12:56 PM
