Wednesday, November 8
bumming around.
hit and miss
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i feel overly happy that my think tank's working. i've studied how to use htmls manually, unlike when the first time i've encountered them through Microsoft frontpage.
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it seems that everybody's busy that almost every blog users i know don't update their blogsites. or it is the other way round: i'm the only one left with nothing sensible enough to get with.
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i'm feeling so shallow: i almost put everything i think in this site. i shed myself so much. don't you think? do you feel the same way as i do? is it really fulfilling to rant and others have to read it and share the agony of whatever you're feeling at the moment? :p
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i have a sense of materialism, i admit that. i think everyone has their own bad side.
here, i present a list to make my life a little more complete:
1.a sony ericsson cybershot or walkman series phone;
2.a sony vaio mini laptop with internet connection;
3.a unit of i-pod video;
4.every pair of chuck taylors available in the market;
5.a walk-in of clothes;
6.a cute car;
7.my own pad at an exquisite place;
8.a mini library;
9.monthly consultation with vicky belo and ricky reyes;
10.a happy, normal family.
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christmas is fast approaching. but i can't feel its spirit. i also want to spend a chilly christmas with snow fights and snowmans in the States!
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hell are the past two days: enrollment for the second semester. first day should prioritize freshmen and graduating students but the system is so unfair: i wasted every second of my time queue-ing [pardon, i don't know the spelling] for a subject only to know that there are no more available slots because our dear ate's and kuya's just passed you by the line and enlisted first because they are, as they say, prioritized first.
with the experience i had these past two days, i am more than eager to keep my grades up and transfer to another UP unit. perhaps in manila: they have computerized enrollment [so far as ate minette is concerned.] i can wait 'till evening in queue if that will assure me of a worthwhile subject and a generous professor and if it will assure me that i won't have to tire myself going college after college just to bear nothing at the end of the day.
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i'm bitter about my enrollment experience but i'm grateful that i'm here at home and typing my life away. i don't know who's to blame: the OUR or our HS alma mater. some of my batchmates got stuck because of that pesky form137 which leaves them lining up for their not preferred subjects today.
[good luck guys: kaya niyo yan. sabi nga ni wawel, parang math17 lang yan.. ----]
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i missed a chance of my lifetime: an invitation to network marketing. few established writers commented on this way as the most effective way of getting rich and all greedy without the hassles of having a true blue business. i know i could trust them, we we're all UPians and Ateneans in that congregation. plus, they were so damn convincing that i visualized a future with their help:
1.a centralized air-conditioned mansion;
2.a row of cars;
3.a swiss bank account;
4.me, my brothers studying in top universities in the world;
5.having no worries for future needs;
6.one big happy family.
i'm quite materialistic: but it's not only for myself. i think about my family, i want to provide them their wants and needs as early as now.
i'm just afraid to try my luck, plus i don't have the capital.
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in case you don't know, my silent war with my dad is still on going. everyday, i grow number than ever in his presence. call it rebellion, but i don't see him even if he sits right in front of me.
in a way, i'm still affected: in a couple of months, i'll be turning 18 [and i don't want that day to ever arrive.] so just imagine a party without a dad wishing his daughter the best of the best out of life.
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in addition to my silent war with dad, i also have one with my brother. how about that? i'm the captain of two different wars.
dealing with my brother is way too easy, i've dealt with it a million times and i always end up as the winner. he just can't win: he's equipped with his nonsense immaturity and pride.
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i've updated my friendster profile. see it if you're quite interested.
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i've finished bea's first book of Youngblood compilation: which tells me that i should start scribbling [or typing] something moving and inspiring that could put my name in the next compilation.
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second sem's fast approaching and i'm still not ready.
i don't like my subjects. plus, i'm still not sure where i'm heading!!
haii.. haii.
gone are the days of glorious
:D
| posted by mica. at 11:24 AM
